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1 Can't + Hold Me dear everybody [29 Jul 2005|09:36pm] i havent updated live hjournal in about 3 years i think. all it know is that im tanked right now and i just ate ta dont ermemerb much else. but i love all of you. and i think we should hang out soon. but tonight was just fucking stupid. reallt ufcking stupid. i dont really remember it but it was lame. love hyou all, me <3

Hold Me [16 Sep 2004|07:07pm] band guys are so lame...

Hold Me [25 Aug 2004|07:34pm] so uh...college is tight :D

Hold Me [18 Aug 2004|12:58am] [ mood | pleased ] owwww =) oh man...so school is like...soon... im not ready to go, too much to do and no time to do it. not ready for it at all. tomorrow, once again..cleaning and packing and buying and ahhhhh

2 Can't + Hold Me [14 Aug 2004|04:24am] ahhhhhhhhh omg...just got in... omg..hes so hot... ugh but dont u hate...when "players" think theyre playing u.. when really your not falling for it..but ur just playing along cuz theyre hot... and then its like...u realize u acted way more into them then you should of? ohhhh man. oh well. omg. so hot.

2 Can't + Hold Me quick and random [12 Aug 2004|03:55am] wow...so saw this pic of this guy..and was like "whoa...hes really hot" then find out it was this guy....i already know...with long hair... do guys even understand how HOT they can be if they grow their hair out...omg seriously... he looks like taylor hanson.

2 Can't + Hold Me [12 Aug 2004|02:56am] [ mood | happy ] ya know whats tight? ok so you know that guy...and im pretty sure half the female population has one of these...but...the older one that you hooked up with when you were younger that you thought was just...so hot...and he was like this fantasy guy...and you thought you were so cool for hooking up with him becuz he was so much older and more mature than you...and he was all like...experianced and you were all like...shy and innocent and so intimidated by him... alright and then ya know a few years later...when hes like, beggin you to hang out..and you know youre sooo much hotter than him... isnt that just such a great feeling? <3 boys. except the ones that are whinny. might i just mention... saying "well, ive tried hanging out with u 5 times already so dont get upset if im too busy to hang out with you before you leave" and signing offline is retarded. chances are, i havent hung out with you the last 5 times you asked, becuz i didnt want to. oh yeah and the "so when are you going to call me" thing is obnixous too. shut the fuck up. i dont want to hang out with you either. guys will never get it. the older ones are lame and outdated. the younger ones are stupid and immature. and the ones in between? they always turn out to be gay *sigh* have i offended anyone yet? i sure hope so. OH YEAH... by the way...kzoo kicked some major ass...lizzzz it was the funniest time ever...zac rocks my worldddddd and so do the people in room 110 ;) <3

6 Can't + Hold Me self discovery: im a whore...but its cool! [06 Aug 2004|02:59am] PICTURESSSSS w00t (grad party...not all of them, just my livejournal buddy ones!) yayyyy....btw, last night was fun as hell with you guys... alfy, i cant believe u beat mine and toms score! im gonna miss you :( trysha, boys are weird...and ashlee simpson rules, we need to get together again soon! JeNnIfEr we need to get together before the summer endss! taiki, cutest pic ever...though i look completely naked in it! do we not look like a tropical brady bunch? last but not least... ah, sam the chocolate man...i <3 him, and my fountain

Hold Me [02 Aug 2004|01:55am] ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh too many people. where did they all come from? i hung out with brian and troy today...mmmhmm...fun? yes. kind of. hung out with lizzzzzz, we went bowling with my bro, also good times...for sure. dave looked hot tonight. i pissed him off. fun? yes. tomorrow im supposed to hang out with andy when he gets off work...but yael wants me to go clubbing with the girls, and im sure my BOYFRIEND wants to hang out too...oh yea, and me and liz need to go get concert tickets up the ass tomorrow. oh well...i guess we'll see how that goes. i decided that im going to spend all my grad money as quickly as i made it. between new stuff for school, new clothes, concert tickets...and everything else...ugh...it'll be gone fast. im gettin freaked out about school now that im actually thinking about it. i wish i was going to OU now. it would be such an easy transition. and no pressure since i know thats where i ultimately wanna be...but, i think i need to be on my own for awhile. im sure it will be ridiculously lonely. end.

3 Can't + Hold Me $$$ [31 Jul 2004|03:40pm] [ mood | grateful ] so, id have to say, my grad party went extremely well. thank you for everyone that came! it meant a lot to me and i hope you enjoyed yourselves as much as i enjoyed having you there! for those who couldnt make it, no worries, i completely understand (but you were missed!) :) it was so fun seeing everyone yesterday, i feel like the past couple weeks ive been stuck in my house doing nothing, which, wasnt so awesome...and i decided i need to plan out the rest of my summer so i can make the best of it before i leave. im really not looking forward to leaving. last night after everyone left i hung out with matt for a little while, and then went over to jp and troys w/brian. that was interesting. after i got home troy snuck over and we didnt end up going to bed until 6am. weird how you can go years and years w/o hardly ever talking to someone but you can still be so close to them. things i def still need to do before summers over: go to cedar point w/J&C and possibly once w/the girls too a few more trips to taco bell :) major shopping trip (need new clothes for school!) roadtripppp..who wants to go on one?! hanson in kzoo? see alfy before he leaves!!! actually get out on my boat and just chillax for a day warped tour, of course and obviously, hang out with everyoneeeee that im gonna miss tons and tonsssss! eeks! so much to do, so little time. i love you all. <3 me

7 Can't + Hold Me [26 Jul 2004|11:50pm] my party is on saturday! be there or be square!

Hold Me ahhh =) [19 Jul 2004|05:21pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] i am in the best mood everrrrrrrr...awesome day tonighttt i get to see everyone that i havent seen in like...2 weeks! and im totally stoked about that becuz it's gonna be such a chill night and i need it...plus, i get to make out with DAVE and honestly, what could be better than that? anyway, i have SO much stuff to do these next few weeks but i decided i cant push everyone away becuz of it...i actually started answering my phone again! i need to make a list of people i need to chill with, apologize to for ditching, and stuff i have to do..and hopefully by the end of the week i'll be set... i got concerts up the ass coming up too, which is going to be awesomeee... ok, and when im not lazy im going to hook my computer back up... oh yea... JULY 31st, it's coming up...BE THERE.

Hold Me [13 Jul 2004|11:17am] ahh.. so the past few days have been crazy...and kind of stressful... thanks to amy and manda for help keeping me sane...whether it be multiple trips to taco bell or cleaning/packing up my room...its all much appreciated i just read justins journal entry...and realized how little time i have left around this place. been so busy with moving and grad party stuff, i havent even thought about moving away...which is probably for the best...becuz that'll just stress me out even more. theres so much i want to do this summer...and so many people i want to hang with...who probably hate me becuz i have been blowing them off for the past couple weeks. blah :( i want everything to be done with so i can just have fun w/o having 10 other things on my mind. today im spending the entire day at house one, packing and sorting through things. i hope that by friday i can be completely done with that and hopefully i can ship my furniture over to house two so i can live w/my parents again :p i want to lay out sometime this week too...so blasting myself on monday wasnt such a waste... oh yea, and even though im skipping today...starting again tomorrow...daily trips to taco bell are completely and totally necessary.

3 Can't + Hold Me [12 Jul 2004|12:55am] i need a new sn...anyyy ideas?</div>

5 Can't + Hold Me so sue me [08 Jul 2004|12:59pm] i <3 avril's hair....with the black at the bottom should i dye mine like that?

2 Can't + Hold Me [08 Jul 2004|01:10am] <3 today...totally worked out for the best hip hip hooray!!!!! thanks amy for chizzilin w/me all day! mwah! :* manda...dance club in ur living room? oh yea, and thank u trysha times 10, i <3 u sweetie! you know you love me ;)

4 Can't + Hold Me [05 Jul 2004|03:03am] Problem with having a "tease" of a past #1... what happens when u actually have to go on a date? ugh, just hearing that word makes me cRiNgE... help? i miss not caring... JENN nay fer: amanda...who havent you kissed/known/liked? JENN nay fer: i mean that in the nicest possible way JENN nay fer: this is the way everybody should be livin their life MorPunkThnAvril: i agree! the world would be a better place if there were more amandas out there ;) you know you love me...

Hold Me [27 Jun 2004|12:05am] [ mood | happy ] whatttttt chris: dave called my sister bill: shut up! haha, yea...he called...point 1, amanda anywaysssssssssssss tonight was tight... went to courtneys grad party and then headed over to andys w/kyle...it was tight, like, everyone ive been friends with in the past was there so i got to talk to a lot of people...then after 4 hourssssss at andys everyone decided to go to the spree for the fireworks cuz that was the place to beeee so i was supposed to go w/amy joe and matt but...plans fell through and whatever and i didnt feel like waiting around (srrrry amy! <3) so i drove w/kyle and met up with eric and kirill and everyone in the worldddd johnny and brett were there too!!! =) so i watched the fireworks with john and we chit chatted and stuff and yea...it was totally fun then me and kyle spent 45 min in the car tryin to get home, but it was tight cuz kyles the besttttt tomorrow is mondayyyyy =)

1 Can't + Hold Me [24 Jun 2004|12:59am] tonight was...typical... good though, for what its worth. i hate girls, seriously...mind ur own damn business i <3 amy though. we're retarded....but together :)

Hold Me [23 Jun 2004|01:25pm] preston graduated today!!!!!!!!!!!

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